NightOwl Reasoning

You will only ever find a new post from me during the wee hours of the night. I have always been a nighttime kinda gal, it's always quiet and I get a lot of thinking done. At the end of the day I usually reflect on things that felt like I heard them but really went in one ear and got lost. I seem to be surrounded by intelligent people ninety nine percent of the time, but then a real stupid one comes along and ironically enough, that will be the one that gets me thinking. What makes people do the things they do? I surely cannot be the only person who lies in bed at night and wonders how my day could have gone differently, can I? I have realized that there are some humans who are lacking in the department of self reflection, upon learning this, I also realized those people can just be removed from my world, because I really don't have time for that close-minded kind of bullshit in my life. For a chunk of my twenty two years on this planet I wondered what I could have done differently to make it so certain people hadn't treated me the way they had. As I have gotten older, those thoughts have changed to "what in the firey fuck is wrong with your head that you think your behavior is acceptable?" While I know this might be a harsh swing in my opinion, it's the most liberating change I have made in my thoughts to date.