Plain Truth

If I was a celebrity, I would be "intensely private." It's taken me a while to realize that I'm not anti-social or generally shy. I am just picky with who I let in and once they are in, I am reluctant to tell them much about who I really am. Being a Gemini, it's very easy for me to seem a certain way, when really I am the opposite of what I project. The people I let into my life are hand picked from this world and they are special and intelligent. Life is so short and I have endless amounts of love but I need make sure it goes to worthy people who do good with it. So no, I'm definitely not anti-social. I just know myself so well that I only need a few people to make my life feel complete. And that's the plain truth.

I like my shy side better.

I am a mother and I have one friend who parents her child to my standards, other than my own mother, she is my only "Mom-friend." I feel I am strange, if I go to meet other moms I will have to fake a personality because I am unconventional and quite odd. I am outgoing with one side of myself but I am a Gemini and have another, much shyer side and I wish with my entire being that people knew that side of me. I like my shy side better. My shy side is a great singer, and no one knows because I'm too shy to sing for anyone other than my baby. My shy side is also anxious and unsure of every decision I have to make. When I finally make a decision, chances are I have agonized for days about all the things I might feel about my choice. Now I can't even decide if I should publish this...